thanks. i'm hurt again. ternyata bnr feeling gue selama ini. i'm in love with a wrong ppl. kalo tau gini, gue gabakal suka sm dia. nyeseeeeel:-( emang ya, penyesalan sll dtg belakangan. 
pdhl, gue suka sm dia lama setelah 'itu' ahhh anjirrr. kenapasih hrs se nyesek ini?:-( i was just silent. i can't say anythinggg!:'( demiiii, kalo tau gini, gue gabakal pernah suka sm dia.
*tweeting* (my first hopeless tweet) "Keep silent & show my fake smile. Sorry, I just can do it."
see? sucksyea! gue cm bs nunjukkin fakesmile gue doanggg. guepun susah buat blg perasaan gue sbnrnya gmn:-( 
*tweeting* "Silent. And don't wanna tell 'bout it to everyone." 
gue udh janji sm Dini gabakal blg ini ke siapa2. dan gue jg gabakal blg perasaan gue sbnrnya kyk gmn.
*tweeting* "I'm okay. Okay try to say it with no lies in it. :-D"
mudah2an gue cepet2 bisa bilang 'i'm okay' dengan senyum yg bener2 asli!
*tweeting* "I don't show the the true feelings to everyone." 
cuma gue yang ngerasain, dan cuma gue yang tau. kalo orglain taupun, mereka gabakal tau gmn rasanya gue yg bnr2 ngerasain.
*tweeting* "Every I'm down, I always use the last dispict."
gue masang dp bbm. yang kata org2 itu gue kyk lagi nangis, lg ngelap airmata gitu. padahal ngga! kebongkar. sengaja gue pasang kalo gue lg ngedown. tp alesan gue krn itu gakeliatan muka guenya.....krik.
*tweeting* "I can't say anything. I was just silent. And try to forget him. That's way out."
ya, gue gabisa blg apa2. trllskt;') dan jalan keluarnya cuma ngelupain dia 100%! spirit!:'D
barusan, hopeless tweet gue yg terakhir. gue gamau galau2 nyampah di tl orang. setelah tweet itu, gue mulai ceria lg. terutama krn nntn warawiri di trans7 ttg sm*sh wkwkwk curcol -_-
hm gue cuma pengen hidup gue bnr2 berwarna, gada kesedihan sedikitpun. but i know, it's impossible. hidup itu ada suka & duka nya pastiii hehe. so, lewatin semuanya aja. dengan senyuman jg! but actually if someone smiling doesn't mean he/she is okay/fine/happy ;-)